My Febi World

Archive for May, 2009

It’s not that easy to let go
It’s not that easy to start over again
It is easy for mouth to say
But to do, it’s something else
Should I hold on to something I haven’t even quite sure of?
Or is it the time I shall be ready to let things go…???

Why’s this?
Why’s that?
How come?
How should?
How will?
‘Till when?
When will?
Who will?
Where?
Why should?
Why me?
Why now?
May I?
Can I?
Should I?
Why…?
Why…?
Why…?

Seribu tanya yang belum ku dapati jawabnya
Sampai kapan aku harus terus bertanya
Mencari dan menantikan jawabannya
Jawablah aku, ya Yang Mahatahu
Karena segala sesuatunya adalah daripadaMu, olehMu, dan hanya bagiMu

Mengapa rindu? tanyamu
Jawabku, aku tak tahu
Mengapa aku? lagi kau bertanya
Lagi-lagi aku tak tahu, jawabku

Jangan tanya apa yang mulut tak bisa jawab
Karena hanya hati yang bisa rasa
Dan hati tak dapat berdusta
Pula ia tak dapat didustai

Dalam pejamku
Terbang  bersama sayap kecil bidadariku
Menantimu menyongsongku kembali
Dan mendekapmu erat dalam pelukku

What if… you asked, when you’re awake and suddenly I’m already by your side?

I will jump, I said, jump closer…

What if… I have more time to spend with you? I will hope it’ll never end.

There are so many ‘what if’s in mind. And as you asked, what if…? I surely hope it wasn’t just a dream…

Once again you made me cry… this time ‘coz it’s hurt.

I absolutely cannot explain how it become this way, why should I feel this way… It’s not that I want it either, but I couldn’t help it, sorry…

Don’t you ever say it’s not important! I came along the way so far just to find you, so nothing is not important!

Sorry if I’ve become too childish… just have no place else to say these things.